This Moment is Mine to Hold, Forever.

3rd July 2009

Video reblogged from Struggling to Live the Fourth

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thedisneyvault:

hannahhurt:

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Disneyland Proposal

NOTE TO FUTURE HUSBAND: PLZ DO THIS!!! PLZZZZZ

I AGREE!!! :)

I CRIED. are you kidding me? well not like bawling, but a couple tears here and there. i think it’s because i’m nostalgic for the times he would do incredibly sweet things that i would never have expected. he still does sweet things but in comparison to when we first started out, its not the same. i know its silly… but doesn’t every girl want to be proposed to in a special, sweet way? doesn’t every girl want to spend the rest of her life with someone who loves her unconditionally and makes her feel special day in and day out? i can only hope one day when i’m proposed to, it’s going to be as outrageous, as memorable, and as romantic as that. i’m really just a sucker for love and cute things. i’m a hopeless romantic, an idealist, a sentimental dreamer. i want to be romanced 50 years from now by the same man. my grandparents are going on their 65th wedding anniversary in july; i want that kind of commitment, that kind of unconditional love. do you think it’s too much to ask for? too much to hope for? i sincerely don’t think so. when someone loves you like they say they love you, they should show you, in their words and actions. i learned many things go along with ‘living the fourth’ and that includes LOVING IN ACTION. love in action strengthens the relationships. it creates a feeling of security and gives faith and hope.

this is seriously one thing i strive to do in my relationships: LOVE IN ACTION. when i care about someone, whether it be as a significant other, as a family member, or as a friend, i show it. i want the very best for those around me. i hate to see people sad or upset. in my own relationship, i know i may sometimes falter from loving in action by being stubborn or insecure. i’ve learned that love does not have to be perfect, just like my life. it’s not perfect, it has its flaws and its bad days but it’s because of those imperfections that i’ve learned how to live and how to love. really. my relationship is far from perfect but i still cherish it. he and i have come a long way and have had a couple of tough times throughout these years, but even through it all, he’s still the one i want to be with. we may have our misunderstandings, our arguments which are mostly instigated by me, and our love spats, but it’s what’s making our relationship stronger. with everything that’s happened to me in my life, i’ve learned to look past the imperfections and mistakes. it’s amazing how different your life could be if you just look at it half-full, instead of half-empty. i think i’m just rambling so i’ll end this now with a quote:

“I’m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.”

 hahahah CHYESSSSS